“We can’t just
write someone off for not believing what we believe, for not voting how we
voted, for not living as we do; we have to inquire, understand where those
beliefs comes from, and recognize that everyone has good reasons for their beliefs”
(Fassett and Warren, p. 143)
We’ve been discussing the importance of vulnerability in
class and in our readings for several weeks. I think that vulnerability is
incredibly important for politics and therefore teaching because how can
democracy be ethical if we don’t govern with the other? I don’t think there’s
an ability to understand and work with one another without vulnerability.
We haven’t discussed the extent to which someone has to be vulnerable,
but I think that different situations would require different levels of
vulnerability. Vulnerability therefore seems like an orientation rather than a
simple metric. Vulnerability is an openness to oneself and the other through the
embracing of uncertainty and (to a certain extent) risk.
“…by failing to
recognize that Vic might have valuable reasons undergirding his perspective, by
failing to recognize that Vic might be struggling to make sense of this new
information in light of previously sensible ideological frameworks (Lathner,
1991), by failing to remember that theory, if it is to be emancipatory, must be
dialogic” (Fassett and Warren, p. 125)
Fassett and Warren, Palmer, and bell hooks discuss in different
ways how critical (communication) pedagogy is a philosophy (and community) of
truth and pain. The embracing of vulnerability means to share one’s lived experiences
in connection to the curriculum. I think it’s very interesting how the sharing
of experiences and connections can be a painful, joyful, and empowering process.
This also reminds me of bell hooks’ discussion of pop culture and how it can be
a useful tool for explaining and applying critical theory: by making theory a
part of “real life” through pop culture, the impetus to share personal experience
is galvanized because critical theory helps explain life.
Vulnerability and the connecting of “academic” literature usually
resembles my experience in debate as both a competitor and coach. My debate
experience is based in applying literature to make a compelling argument. Debate
is a communication activity because it relies on persuasion. Persuasion, in my
experience, is best achieved when one can boil an argument down to its bare bones
and explain it by applying it to the judge’s daily life. As a coach, I notice
that my debaters are the most engaged and active when I’m able to show that the
literature not only connects to their competitive success, but also their personal
development. That being said, my students usually wouldn’t ask for much
feedback until they trusted me as their coach. This required me to be vulnerable
with my students about my thoughts and experiences in debate and in return,
they opened themselves up to me. This isn’t to say that I’m a perfect coach and
that I’ve only be a member of perfectly harmonious squads—I’ve had my fair
amount of tense discussions with my debaters. Rather, like in dialogic teaching
in the classroom, and I’m realizing that the classroom can be embodied in may
forums like van rides, squad rooms, diners, etc., true education, in order to
be liberatory, must begin with vulnerability and the sharing of experience.
“Vulnerability, then, is a way of
constructing a parodic politic, a purposefully subversive stance, in the
classroom. When we reveal ourselves as vulnerable, we also reveal the
mechanisms of power’s production; we show the strategic rhetorics of
educational practice as constructed, as repeated practice that regulates and
mediates our communication, and therefore, our relationships with one another…
[which] allows the classroom to be a space of the trickster, a space
where the politics of our subjectivities are called into question. As
a result of experiencing an accumulation of these subversive, vulnerable
moments, we become better suited to the task of retheorizing educational
activity” (Fassett and Warren, p. 93).
At the same time, I think that this is too simple of an analysis.
I’ve been waiting for our readings to discuss how the exposure to pain is not
uniform. I’ve wanted someone to talk to me about how certain teachers, like
students, are exposed to pain to different degrees. How the discussing and
sharing of pain can be violent and it’s particularly insidious when someone questions
you about the validity of your pain. I would hope (and believe) that my
professors would back me up when I share my experience but what about when a
student disagrees with me as the teacher? I worry about the (hopefully) small
minority of students that are active white supremacists or bigoted students in
general. I don’t think that people should have a right to their opinion when
the exposal of that opinion is violent in and of itself. What kinds of support
do we foster for teachers who are imperfect but have inherited a legacy of
being silenced and oppressed? I don’t think teachers should have to sacrifice
themselves to be revolutionary and how liberatory can the project of education
be if it’s is only taught by the most privileged? How can true revolutionary
praxis be fostered if teachers are only part of dominate groups or are forced
to sacrifice their health?
Violence isn’t evenly distributed and, by definition, nor
are structural protections against oppression. The logic within critical
communication pedagogy seems to individualize the teacher’s responsibility and
critical pedagogy scholars need to attend to how privilege implicates exposure
to violence in dialogic teaching. Freire states that the oppressor and the
oppressed are equally hurt in a system of structural domination but that isn’t
true given the material implications of politics and therefore teaching. When
Fassett and Warren discuss how there is a normalization of pain and sacrifice
within the academy as well as how they love their conservative godmother,
there seems to be an implication of privilege because only certain individuals occupy
positions where such violence and stakes are minimized.
I get that the struggle is not pretty or proper, but, in order to revolutionize the academy, we need to discuss how teaching burdens are unevenly distributed. I understand that oppressive violence from all the isms is endemic and therefore we have to try; however, I think it’s a move to innocence and an erasure of violence to not discuss the ways that certain teachers are harmed more than others in the process of dialogic teaching.
Hi Kinny,
ReplyDeleteThank you for a really thoughtful and engaging post. It's really easy for me to get wrapped up in the power of intellectual thought and to forget that we are able to critique it and ask for more. It's an inspiring reminder to see you do it so thoughtfully and without repentance.
There's a lot in your post that's worth talking about, but I want to highlight something that I feel comfortable speaking to and really enjoyed. You say that: "we haven’t discussed the extent to which someone has to be vulnerable, but I think that different situations would require different levels of vulnerability. Vulnerability therefore seems like an orientation rather than a simple metric." I couldn't agree more.
I think of offering vulnerability as both a tool and a skill. It can be used in a variety of applications, and - importantly for your argument about the inequality of violence and oppression - one that does not deserve to be meted out by all parties equally. At least, not in an ideal world.