Thursday, September 27, 2018

Experience is LIFE


Blog Post #1
“Leading Class Discussion”
Leading Class Discussion is one of the more difficult strategies for me to get my students engaged. I feel that is because I am usually nervous in leading discussion. I know to some people I may seem outgoing and excited to meet new people but in reality it is because that is what is EXPECTED of me. However, I do like meeting and talking to new people without the added pressure of them wanting something from me (i.e. test reviews). I found that in my journey of teaching that I am teaching based on my experiences. If there is a concept that I do not what it is, I do know what it is not because of certain experiences that I tie to whatever I am learning.
It can be hard to lead discussions when it comes to experiential learning, because everyone has different viewpoints and experiences that can be added to the conversation in a way that we can learn. However, this is a good thing because everyone involved can say what think and learn from what others think. 

John Dewey who impacted the education with the concept of “Experiential Learning” says that it “influences the formation of attitudes of desire and purpose” and also that “every genuine experience has an active side which experiences are had” (39). This is important to note because it’s the experiences that could be internalized or externalized to help a person understand a concept in class and can even apply it to outside factors such as life.

For example, in class this week I was trying to make a connection for the class. The question was “What is the difference between complementing, accenting, and repeating?” the student went on to say that the line is blurred because they are all similar. I process the question and then I ask them to break it down. Again, they were a bit confused but we continued. I asked them to give me an example of a “compliment,” nothing fancy or difficult. The students then began to engage because they knew what a “compliment” was and what it was not. One student said “a compliment is something you say to someone, for example, I like your jeans or you’re pretty.” They still looked at me on confusion (this is where I began to worry). I then told them that “COMPLEMENTING” in communication is when your nonverbal communication messages are in sync with one another sort of like the compliment example. Again…. They were STILL confused.
They looked like..

confused ice cube GIF



The next question I asked how could this apply to communication??
They sat in silence… well we all sat in silence as they talked amongst themselves… This is where I answered my own question (a BIG no no I know) so in all their silence they kind of leaned in when I said “Complementing is something that adds to the conversation, and a good example would be active listening” If someone is talking and you are listening and nodding your head then you are “COMPLEMENTING” with your nonverbals that adds to the conversation rather than taking away. You all can connect this to the example we had about the “COMPLIMENTS” and they add rather than taking away from the situation. If I am complimenting someone on their outfit, we are adding that small thing to the conversation in the same way we added nonverbal in “COMPLEMENTING” in communication.

Thankfully, they all (at least it seemed) got the concept!
Unfortunately, I had to do that for every one and it did help but we ran out of time… All in all, I found a way to make connections in concepts through experiences (compliments) and we used a little bit of discussion. 2 birds one stone! *dusts off shoulders*
#itsfine #ShanWOW #ShakenNOTStirred

Saturday, September 22, 2018

Kimbo's COMM 1010 Chronicles: Part 1

As we get closer to entering week five of the Fall semester, I find myself slowly easing into my new norm. My two year break between undergrad and now was necessary for life-planning and self exploration. For the first few months after my graduation, I found myself in a classroom. With no job offers knocking on my door, I visited the idea of earning my teaching certification. So, I signed up to be a substitute teacher in the school district of my hometown to "try-out the classroom." To make a long story short, that try-out was short lived and I quickly jumped at the opportunity to work elsewhere. Ironically, two years later, I'm in the classroom again. This time the setting is different, and so am I. I believe the timeline of my journey is playing a pivotal role in my experience thus far as a teacher. But let's talk about my first day, shall we? I know I'm not the only one who was deathly nervous on the first day of teaching? Right?


The morning of my first class, my alarm buzzed at 7:15 am, and I didn't have to hit the snooze button. Mind you, this only happens when I am extremely excited and nervous about something. I had the perfect morning. I ate a bowl of Kellog's Special K Cereal with vanilla almond milk, had enough time to apply my makeup perfectly, and my outfit was ironed the night before. I was out the door and at my building by 8:35 am for my 9:00 am class. Once I walked in the building, I took a seat on the couch near my classroom. I immediately noticed my students were already gathering around the door, waiting nervously just as I was. After sweating bullets for fifteen minutes, I confidently stood up and walked to the door while spitting out "Good Morning!" to the nervous faces gathered around. We all piled in the classroom and the silence was THICK. I nervously stumbled in my backpack, searching for my clicker and replaying my words for the day in my head. I was a HOT MESS.  #TheREAL #BerryBlues

My classes ended up going well. My nervousness never went away, I sweated bullets all day before each class BUT I got through it and that's what matters. Throughout the first few weeks, I've had my ups and downs with my students. I've realized that they don't listen to everything I say, and they won't. They all don't follow directions and they all don't participate how I would like them to. However, those things should be expected. Every student is different. So is every teacher. None of my students have had a 5'0, quirky, energetic, Beyonce loving, 24 year old teacher named Kimberly Berry, at least I would assume. Bain said that "caring is crucial," although I don't have all the answers, and my teaching may be rough around the edges right now, I do care. I have witty, funny, intelligent students who have came to college on a journey, just like I did six years ago. Bain says that the best college teachers have faith in their student's ability to achieve. As the semester continues and I'm beginning to get comfortable, I have consistently looked back on Bain's words throughout his book. I'm reminding myself daily to be myself in the classroom. Starting there gives me the formula to succeed.  #DoYouBoo

Kill IT this semester, friends!

-Kimbo




Wednesday, September 19, 2018

You Are What You Eat, Ladies and Gents #BaileysDailys

You are what you eat ladies and germs!!

So, tonight in class we worked on stations. Not gonna lie, I was struggling with a few of them… BUT during the chapter 2 activity, I had a#lightningboldtabout what I would write my very first blog post about! YEEEE get #rowdyfarmer in here ladies and gents, it's about to get wild!

Sooooo what is chapter 2 even about?? I'm glad you asked! Chapter two is allll about student engagement and motivation. Not gonna lie, this was my favorite chapter because a few things really hit home for me. Something I wrote down in bright red ink in my beautiful brand-new book was "If there is no hope, there is no motivation!" OK WOW. How applicable is that to every situation in life? What I took from this is- you are what you eat… or what you believe, at least. Students must have confidence that with appropriate effort that they can succeed. What a crazy concept?! If you believe in yourself, you are more likely to do well! Whaaatttt?






I read that sentence, and I was hooooooked. I needed to know more. A little background on me… I've been out of academia for the past year, and motivation is something that is needing to be re-assessed. Jumping back into study mode is no easy feat friends. 

MOVING ON!

I read more into the chapter and I swear it was like looking into a dang mirror. 



Has anyone ever struggled with self-esteem issues, anxiety or depression? If so, #metoosisterso let’s #talkaboutit ! Even if you haven't struggled with a mental illness, this chapter applies to #youtoo 





The book dives into a few theories, and they are without a doubt some of my favorite theories I recall from undergrad. 

Self-efficacy theory says a student’s belief about their ability to succeed at a learning task is more important than their actual skill level or the difficulty of the task. The book goes on to say, "If a student is confident in her ability to perform a task successfully, she will be motivated to engage in it." Like I mentioned earlier, this really hit home for me.

Usually when I have a task set out for me, if I feel confident in my abilities, I'll be damned if I don't get it done. If I believe in myself, I am on top of the world!  And I'd even say that I'd be upset if I didn't exceed the expectations. (Hint hint definitely an overstriver over here! But we'll get to that later.) 
Anywhoooo.. Coming into graduate school is definitely a prime example of self-efficacy theory. Like I said, when I feel confident, I'll be damned if I don't get something done. The first few weeks of grad school was an overwhelming surge of "holy shit I'm definitely not good enough for this", "I'm not smart enough" and "how in the world did I even get accepted to this program???" and my behavior fell right in line with what self-efficacy theory suggests. I'm pretty embarrassed to say, that I played victim to my beliefs.#youarewhatyoubelieveI believed I wasn't good enough, so I didn't put my best foot forward.  The next little stage that my brand-new grad student brain went through would fall right in line with attribution theory, which suggests that students attribute success or failure to a variety of factors such as ability, effort, luck, etc. and their belief is shaped by their perceptions of why they have succeeded or failed in the past. I kept reminding myself… Bailey, #itsONLYhard you've done hard before, and you can do it again! Put your big girl panties on and get in the game! After a week or two of daily internal pep talks and putting myself out there, I realized that hey, I might just be cut out for this. So, my belief in my ability began to rise. And let me tell you how GOOD it feels to believe in yourself. 10 out of 10 would highly suggest! 






The self-worth models in this chapter explain my behavior perfectly… "Based on this model, it is easier to understand why some students don’t even try to accomplish a task if they believe there is low probability that they will be successful.. Cough cough #youarewhatyoueat #AMIRIGHT??

Digging into the next section of the chapter, more #lightningboldts went off.
Here's a moment to reflect on you as a person while reading this oh so interesting blog post… What kind of student areYOU?  (Success-oriented, overstriver, failure-avoider or failure-accepting?) Feel free to post your answer and maybe an example or two below. (Eassssyyy commment grade here people! Let's #talkaboutit)



 I feel like I am somewhere between success-oriented (serious learners who want to perform well) and an overstriver (successful students who will take on challenges but are not entirely confident in their ability and consequently worry constantly about their grades and performance.)  
On a good day, I'd like to say I'm a success-oriented student. I know who I am, I know what I'm capable of, and I WILL get it done! A little more background...  I grew up as a competitive gymnast- so performance is 
ev-ery-thing
to me!!! This taught me as a young athlete that failure is not an option. With that it instilled a fear in me of "not being good enough". Growing up in a sport where you chase the impossible (a perfect 10.0) is hard on a mind and self-esteem, let me tell you.
This attribution caused me to not only be an overstriver in my sport, but in academia as well. It's almost like I'm afraid of failing… anyone else feel like this? Again, feel free to leave a comment below! ;) Something that was a little bit of medicine for me around this fear and need to over strive for the goal and be fearful of not being good enough is a quote I got from a friend of mine. He told me, "Grad school is not a quest for grades… it is a quest for knowledge" WHOA. GOLDEN!! 

To sum it all up, I'd like to ask you all a question… 
What kind of man or woman are YOU? 



I went through a training where we created a contract and hold ourselves to our contract every day to be the best you that you can be. So, with that I'll share mine!



I am an invincible WARRIOR of a woman, who trusts her God wholeheartedly, and is MORE than enough!! 


You are what you eat, ladies and gents…
It wouldn't hurt to believe in yourself every now and then. 

XO- Ari and B